chicken crispers, tears and veggies..

So, today my hubby wanted to go to chilis, well,I know my favorite meal is at chilis, so I was like naaa..I would rather not,so anyway, I caved in,and we went, so I already know what I was gonna get, a nice low calorie meal. So, we sit down, I did get a nice iced tea, instead of water, we order, so I got the nice grilled chicken on multigrain bread, and fresh steamed broccoli, and what does my hubby order????? My favorite meal, so as I am sitting at the table, stairing at my juicy fired chicken tenders,my sopping with buttered corn, and the grease ladened french fries, I almost started to cry, not at the thought of not having my favorite items, but the thought of my own husband who told me he would never do that to me , he done it, he orders my favorite thing, and eats it in front of me! I couldn't believe I actually sat there, as his lips smacked the yummy juicy fried goodness, here i sit with a grilled chicken and broccoli. Then it hit me. So after me staring at that dish many times, wanting to yank the food outta his mouth and eat it all for myself, I looked down at my plate, and my food just got the best taste on earth to me! My grilled chicken had some kinda light lemon juice stuff on it, my broccoli had a tiny bit of pepper, and something on it, idk what happened , but I began to enjoy what I had in front of me, and looked at that plate as it was gross!!!How could I even think of doing that to my body! That plate is what got me here!! Not my husband! He never forced the food into me! I did it!! Now, its only been a short time on this journey, but for one of the first times after eating my meal, I felt good, no gurgles, or feeling totally sick from all the grease, I actually felt kinda clean!!lol! Its a great feeling! To leave the table satisfied, not overstuffed like a turkey!

 I am o proud of myself, I could have ordered whatever I wanted on that menu, but I didn't!! I coulda got soda, but I didn't, yesterday when my body wanted me to go to bed ,and sleep, I didn't, and all this makes my emotions run soo high, like wow!!!I am accomplishing so much in such little time,i am amazing myself!! I am just having kinda a go me day!! I am not as sore, I am feeling soo good, a little tired, but my body is feeling good!!! I never thought I would even actually get off my fat ass and do anything for myself, everything has been for everyone else, this is for me!! I wanna run, I wanna be able to fit into a ride, I wanna be able to play and run around with my kids, I wanna be able to walk, and be able to breathe!!! I am just having a me day, and ya know what i think its ok!!!!:O)

 So, praise God!!!:O)

cures and band-aids..

Last night I was listening to a DR speak on the benefits of herbs, and supplements, and I was blown away! In this country we don't cure diseases, we treat  the symptoms, if you have a heart problem, we give a beta blocker, blood thinner, ect, instead of finding out what is missing to make the heart no longer function the way it should! Our way of treating is sadly wrong! If you have cancer you get chemo therapy, which a Journal of medicine document, released, said, chemo did not work in 97% of the time!!!!Then why the heck is it still used?? Why do American doctors not like the fact that we use things such as cannabis as a cure?? Cancer places are popping up like popcorn all over! Cancer is big business to big pharma!

 It sickens me how we are treated like animals in most cases, just to make someone rich! How many drugs are you on? How many of them are curing your diseases? Think about it! What drugs are you taking?What are they doing? The doc gives you one drug, which leads to another, and another!!! You take the one drug, but that makes ya cough, so ya need this drug, which leads to constipation, so you need this drug, its a never ending circle! 

 So, where's the cure? Well, for some it may be weight loss!Yes, its that easy! I hear so many people blaming this and that for there weight! Yet,when the weight is lost, they are miraculously healed of the diseases! We as humans always need that blame factor, always need to blame our issues on someone,or something. 

 Well,I am here to tell you weather you believe me or not, your issue is not your parents fault, or grandparents fault, its yours!!!Nothing is hereditary! it is because your body is not getting what it needs to perform correctly! You have a heart issue, its not because your mom did too, its because your not getting a vitamin, or your not eating the way you should be. Something is missing!God made these bodies of ours, and he don't make junk! 

 Yes, trusting some person that went to school longer than you did, and got a degree , may be easier for you, it may be easier for you to just trust,and take that pill, or many pills!! But, do you even know what you are taking? Do you really know what is in those pills? Do you know what they are doing? They usually just mask the symptoms, or make it livable!

 So many people I know are on so many pills, just so they can function! Without looking for the cure, you put all your trust in this one person,it is just so sad, that people would rather just take a pill, then actually do some research on the subject,and find out what is really going on in there own bodies! 

 I have been on a mission, to find out as much info about anything I can get my hands on about things! I once told someone about the yeast in there body, they looked at me like I had 3 heads!!! Instead of taking something to get rid of the yeast, well the doc said it was this!!!! Well,go ahead and listen to that doctor,enjoy having the pain, and taking all your drugs! 

  My question is this...the sh** has hit the fan, no one is working, the dollar is dead, you have no money to buy your drugs, what do you do then?Really, think about that one!! Will it be easier to stock up on vitamins and minerals, or try to find black market drugs? 

 So, that's my soapbox for the day....

Tubing and creatures..

SO , Thursday I will be setting off into unknown territory for me..I am going tubing, in the water, with real creatures, and such swimming around with me..I am kinda freaked out, but have been wanting to do this with my kids for years now, well, I am finally up for the challenge. Mom is gonna watch me and sis's little ones, and all us big kids are gonna go, and have some last bit of summer fun, though its still in the 90's here, and no sign of the temps going lower..lol! So, I plan on having fun, I am praying my float stays full of air, and I don't fall out, cause one of my main fears is just that, why??I can't swim!!!Yeah, some 18 ft waters, and no devices, but a sis, hubby, and 3 kids to save me, I am praying I will be ok..lol,, so no one get any ideas of making this momma go overboard, got me!!!:O)

 I did get a waterproof camera, to take some pics, this should be interesting, and fun..my kids have been looking forward to this for months now!!:O)

No guns?No formula?

So, We now live in a world that Mayor Bloomfield rules the world. It amazes me that one man can say one thing,and 2 days later it almost becomes law. It takes a group,a whole lotta people to come together to fight for one thing, but,these days one idiot gets up, says one thing, and bam, lets start!!!How can this be??


 So, Lemme get this straight, I can kill my unborn baby,cause abortion is legal, but yet, hide the baby formula,cause that's bad!!! So, abortion is great for us, but yet,the choice of formula feeding is now evil!!Ya know what makes me sick, My sister was in the hospital, wanted so badly to breast feed, but was having issues, the nurse came in, after 5 min, and shoved a bottle in the babies face, was of no help,to someone who wanted to breast feed, so now, your telling me you want the formula locked up? People these days are made to feel like there animals, because they do choose to breast feed,now, I feel if you wanna do either, it should be your choice, not some man!!! 


 This is the same man who want to limit our sodas to under 16 oz!! Remove popcorn from the movie theatre!!Here is the thing, He is now attacking other foods, what will be next? Once ya give the ok for one thing, the rest just goes too!!!


 I also read today that they are limiting certain sales of ammo in NY and NJ, no law has been passed yet, but yet, how can they be doing this??? 


 We are in trouble people!!!The government is buying hollow point ammo like its going outta style, and major riot gear. what is it they are preparing for?? Could it be the total abolishment of  the 2nd amendment????


Some very good quote are::
.To disarm the people is the best and most effectual way to enslave them." -George Mason, during Virginia's ratification convention, 1788


After a shooting spree, they always want to take the guns away from the people who didn't do it.




If the Government doesn't trust us with our guns, why should we trust them with theirs? - Unknown




The usual road to slavery is that first they take away your guns, then they take away your property, then last of all they tell you to shut up and say you are enjoying it. – James A. Donald


   When they took the 4th Amendment, I was quiet because I didn't deal drugs. 
When they took the 6th Amendment, I was quiet because I am innocent. 
When they took the 2nd Amendment, I was quiet because I don't own a gun. 
Now they have taken the 1st Amendment, and I can only be quiet. 
– Lyle Myhr
Speak up before its too late!!!!!  I am so sick of it!!! You can lick there boots,but I chose not to!!

wolves and sheep and I told ya so's....

Have you ever asked someone what they thought about something, and they just didn't even listen anyways, and went ahead and done whatever they asked you about anyway?

 Why do we do that? why do we even bother asking someone for there opinion,if we are not gonna use the advice? You like the blue or the purple dress?well I like the Blue one, well that's great I'll get the purple one!LOL It sounds funny..or we were asked a character reference about someone, and we let them know, and then we don't head the warning, and wind up getting burned in the end. Why do we ask for opinions?Is it fun or just some stupid thing we do to make other people feel important? 

 The Bible tell sus to watch for Wolves in sheeps clothing, and watch for men, for they are deceitful ,and lie! I so so many of my brothers and sisters being led, and carried away by wolves, and it just disturbs me to the utter core. We need to be so careful of who we let speak over us. So many well meaning people can walk into our churches, and be a wolf, the Bible says you will know them by there fruit. Check them out, find out about that person, if you are told about that person, head the warning ,please. I know we can do nothing but pray for those wolves, and the families he/she may impact, but I hate seeing people led astray by someone.

 

 Its like watching a train wreck, you can't do a darn thing about it...just like my what ya''ll call my crazy conspiracy theories,, you may laugh at me and call me crazy, but if I am being warned, and listening to all the bells going off, I read, I watch, I listen, I ask, I have a hard time trusting anyone, and I personally don;t see that as a bad thing. I never get hurt or burned by not letting someone in that way. 

 I just hate seeing how these wolves are still prowling around, and still doing there acts,and seeing people still falling for the same emotional routines of them. Its all a show people, wolves are very creative, and will get you to believe whatever is coming outta there mouths!Heck, I think they themselves even believe it! Anyway...all I gotta say in the end is I told ya so, and I know its not very Christian like, but its the truth, if you were told something, or shown something, or emotionally led to believe someone, wake up outta the trance,and  refocus, who are you serving?? 

Its a wolf led world out there, be careful,for they are everywhere!!!!!!

Acts 20:29, "For I know this, that after my departing shall grievous wolves enter in among you, not sparing the flock."

Matthew 7:15, "Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves."

Wolves will come from the outside and inside (1 Cor. 11:19; 2 Pet 2:1)

Now this is just a blog about something going on in my mind, stay tuned for a study on wolves!!!:O)

If money were no object...

Its a term I have heard most of my life. We can't do that, we don't have money, You can't go to college there is no money, you can't go to a gym, you can;t afford it, You can't take classes for something you enjoy, you don't have money. I have heard it all, in my own life, and in others...Why do we let this one thing control us so much??? It is a dream killer, we put so many things on hold, to never see these dreams come to fruition, and its so sad..we all have so many dreams, that never get reached because of this one thing!!

 I hear it all the time, even from my own mouth..why do we listen to that thing in us?I talk to people who use money as an excuse, and thats really what it comes down to. Now, most people I know are not wealthy, and most are struggling, but, what would you become if Money was no object??Would you be that Photographer?The Nurse or Doctor?Lawyer? Skateboarder?Artist? Take your pick, and enter it in there..

 We always put these limits on ourselves, and make excuses to why we can't do things, when you sit and look at your situation, I can tell you from experience why you use excuses. Can it be that you are scared? What if that want took you away from your family for time? What if you had to move? What if you were told over and over how bad people think you are??What if no one cared to hear your voice? What if you were preaching to a bunch of chairs?? Then preach to those chairs, someone will eventually sit down in one, or take it outside, there is no one more powerful that that person with a mic!!!Let your voice be heard, we always crawl into our comfort zones cause boo hoo, no one listened to me, or no one wanted to support me, no one came to my painting show, or you can even take it into weight loss, we get so discouraged, and just throw in the towel, we don't care for that moment, but then we always have that what I coulda been, well, if I ate better, I coulda lost 50 lbs by now, If I brought a speaker outside and just started singing someone in the crown, or a walker by coulda been a promoter, you never know!!!The thing I am trying to say here is, you are you, you have been given this dream to sing, to act, to preach, to paint, you are the one to make it happen!!!! No one ever sat in there room, and wished and hoped without getting there hands dirty!!! The people who succeed in life are the ones out there promoting themselves no matter what the cost!

Then ya know what gets me, one thing we do, and we all do it, we get jelouse because someone is doing better, that had the same dream, so then we actually get ourselves into a depression about it, we say how come they got picked, or how come they got the position, our life is based on timing, and maybe its just not your time, or maybe you are in the wrong place, so you have to be moved, to fit into that time..its all about time, not money!!!

 I was always taught this one thing: Wanna hear it?? How bad do ya want it???How important is this dream?Does it matter if you are uncomfortable? Does it cause you to come out of your little comfort zone?   So, we use that excuse to I don;t have any  money, or I can't afford it!!!!

 I truly believe all of us have something in us that is some form of talent to make money, we were never really made to be under some boss, at some stupid company with rules over us, and we were never made to constantly live in fear of one day being fired...we all were given some does of something in us to succeed!

 So, here is my question, what was given to you?And are you reaching for that dream? Or are you using that excuse? Are you just letting that dream sit somewhere on a shelf left to rot? Or have you just given up on that dream, and wondering what you coulda been?

Don't let an excuse be the downfall of you not attaining your dreams..one of my favorite quotes are this:
Reach for the moon even if ya miss you will end up among the stars.

 Do what you do, continue, no matter what the cost, if its your dream, it was put into you for a reason, and purpose in your life, don't let excuses such as money get in the way...do what ever you need to do, morally.lol, and try, try ,try...go for it, don't let it go, and don't let the dreams die!!!!!!!

You be you, and if you don't achieve your dream the way you thought it would be, than at least you can say you tried, and you was the best you, you coulda been!!!:O) Can I getta Amen somebody..

Peace....

Anti-social retards...

Ya know I been out this week and I love to  people watch, people are very interesting to watch, I could just sit and watch people go about there daily lives all day.But, I watch kids a lot too, having 4 of my own, I like to see if they are all alike, or  how different they are, and learn some parenting do's and don'ts for myself. Sadly, I have notice kids lately, they seem to almost all act the same, they tend to act retarded, especially boys! No longer can a child just sit in the mall food court and enjoy the family meal, without running all over, sliding down the chair, if you can even get them to sit down.Now, my children are in no way not involved in this mess, but Its just sad, I mean, no longer can we sit or stand in line somewhere without having to have some form of a special gadget to entertain us. Can we no longer have a meal as a family, w/o the gadgets? I mean, I know I am guilty of this also!!! But, have we become so anti-social? No wonder studies show we can't talk to one another anymore!!!OUr use of words during the day has even gone down!I mean I love getting to hear about my friends and family's days, but, to have to be texting while driving , I have seen it soooo many times!!People driving like nutcases, looking down at there stupid cell phones, what  would ever happen if we had no connections to the world? Could we go back to talking again...Would we even know how to hold a convo anymore??Just some thing to think about..:O)

So, I have been doing a lot of thinking lately, and through watching a certain tv show, gaining sooo much knowledge on how to attack a certain area of my life. I finally think I got it.I think I know what i need to do, I just gotta actually get up and do it.Its so easy to say ,yeah, tomorrow Imma get up,and go run, and feel great, I know that's prolly not the case. I have issues in my life that need to be dealt with, and it started last night with my moms, just opening up and talking about some things really just opened up a new thing in side me, it was kinda weird, but very eye opening. 

 I always see people making excuses, no matter what ya tell them, there is always some excuse or another, of why they can't do something, well I think I am learning, not everyone is ready to face there demons, let's face it, they can be quite scary! But, we can't let someone else's excuses stop us from doing what we our selves need to do! We always hold back on our dreams, and our things in our lived because of other people, other people actually can make an excuse for us to not do something!! That was learned tonight, like a light bulb went off in my head,like wow!! Its like everytime I watch this show, I get new revelations, about me, that's the weird part, I learn something new about myself!! All I gotta say is I thank God for meeting Chris Powell, he is a lifesaver to so many, and  such a powerful role model in so many lives. I know that just like him, when I get to be where I feel comfortable being, I am also gonna give back, so many people in this world always take and take, and take, its so amazing to me, when some one is willing to take time away from there lives, there families, to help some one else. We live in such a selfish world, its refreshing. Me and my mom and sis have goals in life, and we are gonna embark on something so amazing, I ain't going anywhere until I see that rope at the finish line, my sis is running her first 5k, she has a baby, after the doc telling her don't expect to have any children, because of all the meds she was on as a younger child. She loses weight, and gets pregnant. 

 That's another area, I have been thinking about..If you don't know me, I am not one to go to the doctors, unless I am dying..lol! I don't believe in giving the medical community my money for some drug they can have me addicted to, and live on forever, so I go maybe once a year! Here is the thing, for those of you who are always at the docs, and nothing is working, try something else! I firmly believe this body given to us by God was meant to heal itself, without the aid of Americanized drugs, all these drugs are thrown at us for every little thing, there is always some new thing on the market. There is nothing wrong with seeking other things. But, its really starts with us, our taking care of what God gave us! 

 Why do we put all our trust and money into these people, and hand all the money to these drug companies?? Prescription meds kill thousands of people a year!! Its scary, and un needed!!

 Well, that's all I am gonna say about that, I am up, and can't sleep, I have been trying this meletonin, which of course don't work as good as nyquil..lol!! But, I can imagine what all the years of nyquil taking has started to do to my liver!! So, I shall write, and read, as I normally do, till I start to drift off to dreamland..till next time....:O)

summer time...

SO, this year we have been trying each month to go and do something with the kids, last year we hardly had enough money to do anything, this year, we said we are gonna go do fun things...so, last month, we went to for a ride, just a general, pack the car, were just going for a ride, we had plans on going to Venice, but we were rained out both times we planned to go. So , today, we took the kids over to the spray grounds, we love this place, and the best thing  is, its free!!!! In 2 weeks, we pan on spending the day at Disney, checking out the new Animations hotel , and going over to the campground for some fun. Next month we are going to go tubing, a first ever for me, in water, with live fish, and manatees swimming by!!! So, that itself should prove to be interesting,because everyone in my family can swim, but me!!So, its gonna be a little scary for me. 

 I love doing things with my kids, especially seeing them having fun, I love it!!

We got some fireworks for the 4th, and we literally got eaten alive outside!!I have never seen the skeeters so bad!!!! The weird thing is they just started itching! Had nice time with the family, got lotta time with the Rybear:) Love that kid to death!!:O) Anyways..thats the fun for now...:O)

dreamland..maybe??

So, just took a little nap, started dreaming, didn't finish the dream, but got enough info in this dream to think.OK, for some reason, I was so over church, I was so over them not letting me do what God had called me to do, I was so over all the bullcrap teachings of man, and so over the pastor crying for 35 in over an offering. So, I went to church, and the same weekly bull started, the worship,so, I refused to stand in protest, sat, my mother like to flip out, she would come over and try to lift me outta the seat, so after this the first few times, I get up after dumping the entire contents to my overnight bag, all over the seat, and then making noise stuffing it all back into my bag, I left that sanctuary, went down the hall, and out to the back door, well this was on a beach, and I looked to see the rough waters of that beach storming, almost as if God himself was mad at me for leaving that church! But, I left, closed the door behind me, and stood in the pouring rain for a few min...was I all wrong? Was I crazy for what I just did? I go up to that door, and go to reopen it, the door is locked, I managed to wiggle it back open, I step in to see that crazy pastor almost running after me, I looked and quickly took off to that ocean! IN my head I was thinking, this from a pastor who did more crying than pastoring..this guy was no pastor, or teacher, he was just a man, who was filled by something, and in my running I began to think...maybe all this time, that is what I really longed for??? I know this was just a dream, but I was thinking, maybe this is what I wanted to have? A real Pastor , someone to really not give up on me! In real life I have not had 1 pastor come after me!! They all turned away, and was like well let them be! One of those pastors actually stood behind a cart one day I seen them, like I was gonna hurt them or something, I got a hug from the wife, but not him. Another just says hi..Another, didn't even recognize me, even with all 4 kids, and 6 months of worship with them! Not that I am someone all important, but why or how can you have these people in your lives, share your most treasured secrets with, and they treat you now like you never exsisted? How can that be?
This dream falls on the heels of someone that I used to go to church with, they had a sick child, and now, I can not get them off my mind, I have no way of contacting them either, but, please let me know why you are filling my head with thoughts about this person alllllllllllll day!!!

I think sometimes dreams are some of what is happening in the subconscience, and this may be real..to a point! In my mind I guess, I have been wondering, why hasn't anyone even bothered to chase after me? Or at least call and say, how are you doing? But, in this sick world, I have not had anything like that happen. I am kind of numb right now, not like hurt, but like wow, what if Jesus just let us go...what if Jesus just turned his back on us? What would we be like?? Just some more ramblings of my mind....

Being un-churched...

Ya know, I have been out of church for over a year now, and I have to let ya know how I feel...Here is thing  its kinda funny the way things happen, But, my whole life now is about being free!!! My whole life's devotion now is not seeing my family sitting in a fema camp ,standing up for my rights as a parent, and a person, protecting my amendment rights at whatever the cost! I am so sick of my whole life being pushed around, and constantly under someone telling me what to do! i am being me, and if you don't like it, well too bad! I am no here for you, I have to do what I need to do, to get where ever it is, I need to be! I am so sick of people, especially the "church" telling me I am in rebellion for not doing what I am told, If i listen to something other that what is played at church, I am bad, or if I shop at certain stores, or If I give to other charities, its wrong!!! That is not Jesus, that is man!! I refuse to follow that doctrine of the world, and you you what I do is worldly? Its amazing I was always in rebellion, but when you pointed something out, ohh, well I was the one in the hot seat!! Some will say I need to let it go, and I have let the pain go of what has been done to me..but you can forgive, but not forget, and its just life, I believe God has us in certain seasons, and my season was over! Its like this, all my church life, all I was looking for was acceptance ,and trust, and I could not find either anywhere I went!! They would only trust you so much, if they needed someone to watch the kids, which I in fact loved,and believe that is where God wanted me to be, but there was never any trust! No one would trust me with anything , I was given an umbilical cord, and everytime, was told to give the baby back! Its really sad when so called Christians cant even trust you with the calling God placed in you! But, it sucks, and life goes on, but I need to talk about it, because, being un churched has taught me soooo much! Yes, at first I was lonely, I was sad, and yes, even cried over it! The people that said, and still even say they loved you, kicked you to the curb without even asking your opinions, never got a phone call, not even a flippin email asking if I was ok! Not one church that I left or was kicked out of ever gave me a phone call, or even an email!That's just sad! Someone tells you how much they care about you, and ya never hear from the again..pretty sad isn't it? But, to most I sound like a hurt little Christian, but really I am hurt, but I am alive, I am awake, I can post whatever I want, listen to whoever I want, go shop wherever I want, and I am free, I never had this while in church, I was always tied down by stupid man made rules, and meetings, and the feelings of never ever ever being good enough!!!No one ever would let me in there circle, I had to prove myself, and even after years of proving, still, not good enough, well guess what, I now know ,God says I am and have always been good enough, they were just to blind in there own man made religious junk to see that!! So, life goes on..and here I sit, not caring anymore what others think,..I do my thing,at home, church is just a building where people gather, We are the church..Jesus is inside, and he has never left!!!The holy Spirit has never left, I am not a heathen, nor backslidder, or any of the other pet names the unchurchers get from there rebellion!LOL..anyways...I am for the most part happy,and content with where my life is now! The chains are gone, I been set free!!!! Whoo hoo,,it feels great!!!:O)
Who's wit me??:O)

I haven't written in a few days..not like I been too busy..yesterday we took a ride up to Crystal river, just for something to do. Checked out a few stores, went and had dinner, and to walmart, then over to moms for a few, nothing big.
 The other night I gave Remi the best bath he ever had, ,I got glow sticks, and glow frogs, and used the glow stuff to splatter the walls glow, the bathroom looked awesome!! He and Jordy was so surprised, he played till the water got cold, then drained the water, and Jordan got in, I was like where's Rem, he is getting nekked, he wanted to get back in!!!Sorry Rems, its sis's turn! I have been trying out some sensory things to do with Rems and Jor mainly.

This is gonna be new with home schooling this year, its something I have been wanting to do, but hearing others telling me all the crap, I think some people just have this idea that home school kids sit ,and hear mom blab on for 6 hrs a day, have no interaction with other kids, and never go outdoors, but its sooooo not true!!! Jake is actually excited to get through school earlier,he is hoping to start next month with a few classes.

 So, I am staying busy with my business, and making new things to try and sell, trying new things...Its always an adventure!!
 Looking foward to Sunday, get to see my lil nephew!!LOve that lil guy!!!:O)

sisters,moms, grandpas...

Yesterday we had a blast in the pool, Ryan loved the pool, I was really surprised he was so happy in the pool in his little floatie. He just sat back and chilled for almost an hour!! I never thought I could love a kid so much that wasn't my own,but that lil guy stole my heart!!Love my lil nephew to death!!

Spent a bit int he pool, then went to moms for dinner, spagetti, with lotsa neatballs,as my dd calls them, and sausage, which she never had,but loved! My grandfather is down, so he go to meet the newest member of the family, We took a few pics, and spent some time together. I learned that he got to see some old pics of his father, which thrilled me to death, i can;t wait to get my hands on those! I love seeing my ancestors,and I love ancestry!!!! SO, that will be so cool, to have those added to my family tree!!

Today, My knee is killing me!! I now know when rain is near, my knee starts throbbing from within!!I think its safe to say,its some kind of arthritus(sp).

 So, what am I doing this week, well today, I am chillin', my knee pain is preventing me from doing normal house work today, so, all i am gonna do today is make some dinner, and chill on the couch.

 Been thinking its time to learn how to do my hair, its super long, I hate it long, but, maybe I can actually style it somehow!I never was one for style, makeup, fashion ect...just not my cuppa tea..lol!!

 Anywhoo..that is about all for today!:O)

Manatee...What???

So,I alaways write so much on my Facebook every day to fill a few paragraphs, so I figured why not put it on here for the world to share. Let me start of with the naming of my blog.

 Mermaids ad Manatees... Well, Mermaids comes from when I was younger ,I always slept in a sleeping bag, and would walk out into my living room every morning waddling ,and my little sister always said I looked like a mermaid, because you couldn't see my feet..lol!!! From that I have been nicknamed Mermaid!!
 The Mantatee part is a private joke between my mom and sis, we were talking one day, and I thought she said something else, and it wound up being something else, well My mom says manatee!!! So, it has become the only we know joke, and whenever one of us says something, and hears it differently, one of us will say manatee. That's just the silly stuff that goes on in our family.

 We are a very close knit family, kinda mafia-ish, some would say, cause If ya hurt one of us, Imma make a call, and ya wind up sleeping wit da fishes,capesh!!:O)  Well, its not really that into but, we take care of our  own, and when ya become part of the family, your in it for life.

 In my blogs I wish to talk about the everyday life of a stay at home mom, not all the glory job some think it is, the worst part of it all, is not having any sick days!!! I can't say that I don't get paid, because, I have a wonderful husband who loves and supports me, and takes care of all our children, I couldn't ask for a more perfect husband, he is my soul mate.

 I love all things Disney!!! I have been to Disney prolly over 200 times over in my lifetime!! I never get sick of it! I love it when people say your going there again???? Yes, I am! You can stay there for months, and not do everything there is to do!!

 My kids, Brandon,Jacob, Jordan, and Jeremi, they are my life, and I would not be on this earth without them. They mean the world to me!! They all have different personalities, they all make me laugh in different ways, they with my husband and God, complete my life!

 My parents, though as a teenager, I put them through hell and back, without them, I never would have made it to where I am today! Getting to be my moms best friend today is the best feeling in the world. I don't know what I would do if I couldn't talk to her on the phone everyday! he is my bestie in life!!She is always there, no matter what is going on in my life. I have loved getting to know my father better,and getting to see him grow in Christ is just amazing to me, its like watching a baby go from milk to meat, its just so precious. I pray that he stays with what he does, and one day gets the promotion he so richly wants, and deserves.

 I myself am the kinda shy,quiet type, until somewhat recently. I have gotten some kind of boldness that has risen up inside me from somewhere, I am just so tired of being people's doormats. I am tired of people not taking me seriously! I get so tired of not being heard! I now feel like I wanna grab peoples cheeks,give them a squeeze and say listen!!!!!

I love my life..and wouldn't trade it in for nothing, no money in the world ,no bigger house,better car, or different location would make me any happier well,except if you were buying me a house in chapions gate or letting my live in Cinderella's castle that is:O)

 SO, I look forward to writing when I can...when my ebay orders are finished, and kids have gone to bed...or whenever something rises up in me!!:O)